Friday, September 4, 2009
The big wedding day is just around the corner... 17 days to be exact. To say I'm starting to get stressed is an understatement, but it will all be worth it to see the joy on our friends and families faces... and more importantly on our own. My progress has been great when it comes to my diet. I'm eating 2 meals a day that contain a protein and veggies... and throughout the day I'm turning to veggies and fruit to keep me on track. I'm down to 148 lbs. I can't believe I weigh below 150! It's honestly been about 8 years since I've weighed that little. I couldn't be more excited. I just wish I wasn't as stressed as I am. Between a full work load at school (15 credits) and my full-time job, I'm exhausted. Some days I'm only getting 2 hours of sleep after work before waking up for classes. I can't stand commuting anymore. My back is killing me! I'm trying to fit in Jen and her classes in every spare moment I can get. It's worth it. I know it's worth it all because on our wedding day, I'll never have to worry and say "do i look fat?" I've never felt happier about myself and about the way the hubby looks at me. It's amazing what 20lbs can do for a woman's self-esteem. The only thing I long for is more hours of sleep. Oh the joys of summer, how I miss you! Today was the first day that I was able to finalize some wedding stuff. It felt good to get some things done. It felt great to realize that I really don't have much left to do. 17 days and counting... I can't wait! I'm so glad I pushed myself to lose this weight before the big day... I may have lost my boobs, but I've gained so much confidence! Love, love, love this feeling!